What's done in the dark....

After the cops left my house, I went down to my mamas and stayed the night. This time, I wouldn't leave my house. I'd stay there with my baby & my baby girl to be. I didn't make enough to pay my rent but there was proof Jeremy was cheating on me as he admitted it. And he and I had talked about what would happen if we ever broke up. I told him as long as we split on good terms, mutually not because he was cheating on me and as long as he helped me with Gavin, I wouldn't involve the courts or child support. But he broke these terms by cheating. There was only one problem: I didn't have an address for him which was needed to file court papers. He was lying to me saying he was living with a guy named Charlie that he worked with. He'd come see Gavin on a Burgundy colored car and told me it was Charlies car. There was a car seat in the back so I asked if Charlie had children and he said yes a little boy a little older than Gavin. I didn't believe he was living with Charlie. As a matter of fact, I didn't even think Charlie was a real person rather a name he made up. Sometime during all of this, one Friday night, Jeremy had come over to see Gavin. Since he wouldn't tell me where he was living and I didn't know the people he was living with, I wouldn't let him take Gavin and leave. So he'd come to the house and see him. I hated these visits because I hated to see him go. Or maybe it was that I was so hurt by what he was doing I didn't want to see him. Anyway, at this visit, he and I had an argument because he came in and stayed barely ten minutes and kept rushing and trying to leave, mad because I wouldn't let him take Gavin and leave. I said start telling the truth and I might would let you! So he claimed Charlie needed his car and left. Later on that night, me, Gavin and my friend Samantha and her son & daughter went to Walmart to get Sam some hair color. We were walking through the grocery aisle when around a corner pops Jeremy and a woman with her arm looped through his, staring lovingly into each others eyes pushing a buggy full of groceries! As he seen me, his eyes looked like a deer in headlights! He just sort of walked past me. The girl obviously didn't know who I was because she seen me too and it didn't phase her. Until he told her who I was. As he walked by, Gavin seen him and began saying "dada, dada" and he kept walking! That shot fury straight through me!! I said, oh HELL NO!! I come up in front of them and said Did u just hear your son calling for you and you walk by him like you don't know him!! And who is this bitch? Is this the whore you've been cheating on me with?! Of course, he said no, they were just friends. And she said the same thing. I said, PLEASE!! Friends don't stare lovingly into each others eyes while grocery shopping arm in arm! How stupid do you think I am?! I said, you were rushing today saying Charlie needed his car back  when really you were keeping your whore waiting! You can't be bothered to spend time with your son!! Instead you'd rather spend your time with a homewrecking whore! Then she spoke up and said, you don't know me to call me a homewrecking whore. Ha! I said you didn't know me to sleep with my husband either but you did! And to me, that's a homewrecker!! You slept with a married man with a fifteen month old son and a six month pregnant wife at home! That is the makings for a homewrecker!! I looked at her and said is that all you have to say? No explanation as to why you're with my husband in Walmart grocery shopping? Then she said, I don't argue in public. I said do you think I look bad questioning you in public? No, there's nothing you can say that will make ME look bad because you are the one with a married man, NOT ME! You are with my husband in the middle of the night! At this point they left their cart sitting there and started going towards the door to leave. So I followed, cussing them out. I needed to know where he was going so I could give the courts an address. So, I got in my car and tried following them. But I lost them because they knew I was following them.

A few days later, a friend of my moms said she saw Jeremy coming out of a road next to her house on the Burgundy car.

So, I was off to see if I could find him myself! If the courts didn't want to put forth an effort, I'd have to just do my own investigating! He wasn't getting away with it this time!

You can run, but you CAN'T HIDE!