A few days after the hospital visit, my cell phone rings. As I answer a number I didn't know, it was Jeremy! He started asking me about the hospital visit and wanted to know what happened. I told him what happened and told him that I had called to tell him but was told he wouldn't care anyway. He said that was a lie. That he wasn't there when I called and when he found out he was "scared." So I began asking why he'd left me. Why had he believed all the lies these people were telling him? He wanted me to come pick him up. So, like an idiot, I did. I showed him ultrasound pictures from the scan that I found out she was a girl at. We talked for a while and when it was time to take him back he asked me to stay the night with him. He was up here with BA and they had one of Stephanies kids, a two year old little girl named Jade, with them. Stephanie had two kids, a girl named Alexis that they called Ally who was four, and the two year old named Jade. Ally was by far the favorite! Jade was two and at this time was wearing 6-9 months baby clothes! She looked like a walking six month old baby! So anyway, BA was not like the rest of the crazy family! So I went to this house, against my better judgment, and stayed the night. I spent most of the night trying to get Kaylea to move for Jeremy. Trying to tell myself she's ok, but my mind was telling me she's gone!
The next day, my mama had found out that I'd stayed the night with him so when I returned home my things were packed up and I was told if I wanted to be with Jeremy, I couldn't live there! All I wanted was my life back! Just me, baby and my husband! So I took my things and went to my dads. The next day, I made a HORRIBLE MISTAKE!
Jeremy asked me to go to Myrtle Beach with him for the weekend and, LIKE AN IDIOT, I agreed to go! So, Jeremy and BA come by and got me in Stephanies sister, Shannons girlfriends car. Shannon didn't know I was going until I got down there. I also didn't tell anyone I was going. The trip down wasn't too bad. We arrived late and about an hour later, Stephanie arrived in from work. I went to bed. The next day, the trouble started. Stephanie went to work and called and we didn't answer the phone. Her two kids were there with us and she called Rocky and told her I was being mean to Ally. She said Ally was talking to me and I was "ignoring" her. She said she called and we didn't answer the phone because we were having sex in front of her kids! NO WE WEREN'T! We were cooking her kids dinner when she called. Obviously, the little one never ate because she was tiny! So then, Shannon found out I was down there and that I come in her girlfriends car. So she says "she's not coming back in my car!" I told BA, "I'm going back the same way I came, in that car!!" So I called my friend Sam and told her what was going on and she had got a group of people ready to come get me! I was so miserable! What the hell was I thinking coming down here!? They only wanted me to come to torture me!! And Jeremy wasn't even trying to take up for me which made me believe he didn't really want to be with me. He had ulterior motives. Maybe it was a child support thing. I don't know. But on the way home, everytime we stopped to use the bathroom I was scared they were going to leave me in the middle of nowhere!
When I finally arrived back at my dads, my mama had come there and took the tags off of my car and canceled my insurance. All because I was trying to work things out with Jeremy. There's a saying, "If something doesn't feel right, then its NOT right!" That's how I felt!
I was only a few days from my next doctors appointment, the one that would change my life, FOREVER!!
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